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26 September 2016 @ 10:14 pm
things i promised myself i'd do this weekend

  • clean my room

  • do laundry

  • catch up on video games

things i didn't do this weekend

  • clean my room

  • do laundry

  • catch up on video games

26 September 2016 @ 12:18 am
i resisted watching this show for too long because everyone in my family sort of went apeshit (understandably) when it first aired, and i was like nah fuq dat, and then i figured i would be too whitewashed for the type of stories they were telling, and then it just kind of quietly slipped from my radar. but then kalliel mentioned it in our groupchat this weekend and i remembered that, oh yeah, maybe i should check this out.

holy fuck. i love this show.

stray thoughts and observations:

  • """"""onion blossom"""""

  • the dad and his fascination with white american culture is Me

  • constance wu is so. fucking. pretty.

  • like.. what the fuck

  • what the fuck

  • what the fuck

  • is it just me or are the mom and the dad actually talking out their problems in a mature and straightforward way and showing affection to each other and holding hands and kissing really, really atypical of Asian Married Couple Behavior

  • uh.

  • anyway,

  • i love this show!!!!!!!!

  • tomorrow morning i am going to thank my mom for always packing me lunchables in grade school

25 September 2016 @ 03:34 pm

  • signed up for reversebang................... will think of something to submit later............... hmm

  • asked my parents if we could adopt a dog; dad said maybe, mom said absolutely not

  • researching job agencies in boston because i'm once again getting antsy about leaving los angeles as soon as logistically possible

  • none of you guys signed up for Charlotte's Weekly Existential Career/Living Crisis Shitposts when you added me to your flist i am so sorry hopefully i can resolve this soon

14 September 2016 @ 08:56 pm

  • nolacon 2017 is DEFINITELY HAPPENING OH MY GOD and i'm getting paid on friday so i'm just not going to think about my bank account at all until then

  • spn s12 is less than a month away!

  • my body is sore all over from the classes i've been taking and it feels SO GOOD

  • I LEARNED TO PUNCH TODAY and i love this mma studio so much. i think i'm going to go back for another class next week (instead of burlesque, sorry!) and look into membership plans !!!!!

  • south park is back and ahs is back and i am going to watch both of them with my brother right after i shower and shovel food into my face-hole

13 September 2016 @ 09:14 pm
it's not really supernatural day until you get drunk off hard cider (lol that tolerance =_____=) and impulse-buy con tickets via group text with people you met on the internet <33333
13 September 2016 @ 11:52 am
on this 11th birthday of our glorious show I just want to say that I fucking love SPN and I fucking love fandom and I fucking love every single one of you and I would not be the person I am today without all of these things in my life and did I mention I fucking love SPN because I do. I really, really do. no show has ever meant so much to me and no community has ever given me so much and I thank every single person, cast and crew and fandom alike, for that.

I also should not be posting to LJ or crying about this at work so I'm going to sign off and actually do the things I'm paid to do before I turn into an even bigger sap

ILU ALL <33333333333
06 September 2016 @ 07:13 pm
exhibit a:
me, in bed, browsing reddit at 3am
mom, barging into my room: have you heard from your brother?
me, internally: oh my god he's dead
mom: he's going to chicago with his fencing team next weekend

exhibit b:
me, at work, minding my own business
text from mom: please call me
me, calling: who died
mom: no one wtf is wrong with you i'm standing in line at mr baguette what kind of banh mi do you want for dinner

exhibit c:
me, home from work, tired, ready to eat and ptfo
mom: so your brother passed...
me: exCUSE ME
mom: ...his driver's test
03 September 2016 @ 11:48 pm
this whole taco trucks on every corner thing has had me thinking hard about what my version of heaven would theoretically look like, because i know for a fact that taco trucks would feature prominently in said heaven, and i have come to the following conclusion:

  • me, sitting on the grand canyon rim in a lawn chair

  • giant projector screen in the sky sometimes interspersed with orphan black, parks and rec, the ocean's movies, and kiss kiss bang bang

  • magical typewriter next to my lawn chair that turns all of my samjess headcanons/ideas/aus into top-notch fanfic

  • everything looks like it was illustrated by olly moss

  • most importantly: my personal taco truck that just churns out tacos al pastor and lengua and carne asada and chicken mole with raw sliced habaneros and lime wedges, fresh pineapple for the al pastor, and fresh horchata with rum

truly the american dream
03 September 2016 @ 11:37 pm
i get so mad at my boss for turning a two-line facebook post into a full half hour of deliberation... yet here i am, still stressing about the tiny details of a 1.7k-word ficlet i technically finished three weeks ago...

when does writing get easier???
25 August 2016 @ 08:47 am
would anyone be interested in beta-ing a fic of mine? it's less than 2k of freeform outsider pov drabble re. lebanon, ks/the bunker and i just need someone to double-check the grammar and make sure it isn't too pretentious. aaand possibly also assistance with finding a suitable title, because i am terrible at that.

sooooooo......... yeah. if this seems like a thing you'd like to do, just pm me or drop me a comment and i will be forever grateful. as an added bonus, you'll probably feel much better about your own writing after looking this over!

(i'd post to the betas comm but i'd rather work with someone i already know, if there happen to be any takers!)